I love this life! I am head-over-heels wildly in love with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I am adored and cared for by the Almighty God whose love for me is unconditional and limitless. It’s truly a life abundantly above and beyond what I could ask or think
(Eph. 3:14-20).
Therefore, it has grieved me that people I love have cast aside, and even vilified, what I consider so precious because they have been hurt by Christians.
Life in Jesus is a process. Though I was reborn into His life, like a baby, I have to grow up. 1 Peter 2:2 (AMP) reads, “Like newborn babies you should crave (thirst for, earnestly desire) the pure (unadulterated) spiritual milk, that by it you may be nurtured
and grow unto [completed] salvation.”
Growing up is messy. When I misbehaved as a child, my mother would say, “Stop showing your butt!” – as in – there of parts of you that should remain hidden. If I am truly growing in Christ, I can’t just hide everything about my behavior that is uncomfortable to see, it has to be gone from me.
Romans 8:13 (AMP) reads, “For if you live according to [the dictates of] the flesh, you will surely die. But if through the power of the [Holy] Spirit you are [habitually] putting to death (making extinct, deadening) the [evil] deeds prompted by the body, you shall [really and genuinely] live forever.”
I am habitually in the process of getting rid of dead stuff that has been a part of me. Dead stuff tends to stink. I mean, it can nasty stink! I must appear
foolish always walking around bearing nasty dead stuff that that has risen to the surface, and is now in the process of falling off.
AHA!
“But God chose the
foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.” (1 Corinthians 1:27-29 NIV)
God loves to choose that which appears foolish to communicate His truths. God chose a shepherd boy to kill a giant
(1 Samuel 17). He chose singers leading an army to overcome the enemy
(2 Chronicles 20). It appeared to the Jews absolute foolishness when Jesus said whoever eats his flesh and drinks his blood will have eternal life (
John 6:53-66)
I know there are times I can be dismissed as a nasty, smelly, foolish hypocrite. I understand that. But there are things occurring amidst the stink, times that God’s glory is perceived shining clearly through me and into the life of another, as I’m being changed from glory to glory. This is not the way I would have set it up; this is God’s plan, His wisdom (His sense of humor?). The more I meditate on it, the more beautiful and powerful it is. The Holy Spirit prepares a heart to receive Jesus. I trust He knows people well enough to touch their hearts in a way that supersedes anything smelly carnality may have inflicted upon them.
I love this life.
Note – I received this aha moment while reading this sentence in
this blog post of
Jason Ministries – “So what the world sees from the carnal Christian is not Christ’s reflection, but the agitated filth that is being forced away from the spirit.”
Another Note – Here’s a bit more insight on this subject –
True Life and
Beloved, Let Us Love.
And Another Note – Speaking of messy, I just wrote a blog post wondering how I may look in the spirit realm when I lack self-control. I entitled it
“Incontinence” (yes, I went there).